Tuesday, August 11, 2009

little by little

So after last night, I stayed in bed with my cats all day and watched Clueless. It was really enjoyable. I think that Clueless was a good movie to watch on my first official day of becoming positive because the main character, Cher, is able to transform herself from a totally clueless narcissistic snob into someone who has great friends and who cares about others. 

I really watched it because it was the only DVD I could find. 

So, I removed the link from FML from my bookmarks bar and moved the app to page 4 on my phone. It wasn't as grand as I imagined it feeling but I think it will make a difference... maybe.

What to do?

Hi. This is not my first blog. I believe my first blog was just a pointless blog about my life as a student. My second was about my life and classes at the American Dance Festival in '08. Then I had another one but it was another pointless one that I made because I was bored.

Why is this blog any different from my others? Well, this is not a blog about me, but for me. I have decided to start this blog because I am a generally negative person. Quite frankly, I don't like that much at all. 

After I saw the wonderful movie, Julie & Julia, I was inspired that writing a blog can change a person so much. Shortly after the movie, I was informed that I was negative which obviously made me very upset. I have been feeling that I haven't been as sunshiney as I could be and that comment made me realize that I had to do something.

So here I am on my blog at 2:00 A.M. doing something about my negativity. I will start small, of course, and work towards becoming as positive and happy as possible. So starting later today, I shall remove the link for FML from my bookmarks bar on my mac and move my FML app on my phone to a different page. As it is my guilty pleasure, seeing how this goes will be quite interesting.